Did I fall short today? I had 2 smokes. Not only did I feel guilty, I felt sick. My weakness was that I was being social. A social smoke even sounds silly.
Doing push ups everyday is beginning to make my arms and chest sore. This is my way of focusing my mind on what I want to be. I want the pain to go away, hence I work hard enough to not feel the pain.
Another rejection letter in the mail. They keep piling up! Tomorrow things will change. I will make change.
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